{"id":15972,"date":"2015-10-03T23:16:25","date_gmt":"2015-10-04T06:16:25","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.msia.org\/newdayherald\/?p=15972"},"modified":"2015-10-03T23:16:25","modified_gmt":"2015-10-04T06:16:25","slug":"j-r-legacy-tour-part-3-day-1-escape-from-the-concentration-camp-but-still-in-hu-rope","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.msia.org\/newdayherald\/archives\/15972-j-r-legacy-tour-part-3-day-1-escape-from-the-concentration-camp-but-still-in-hu-rope","title":{"rendered":"J-R Legacy Tour Part 3, Day 1: Escape from the Concentration Camp, but Still in Hu-rope"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"https:\/\/www.msia.org\/newdayherald\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/2\/82-640.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-15995\" src=\"https:\/\/www.msia.org\/newdayherald\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/2\/82-640.jpg\" alt=\"82-640\" width=\"640\" height=\"427\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>The first full day of Part 3 of the J-R Legacy Tour. We&#8217;ve gone from about 80 people for the PAT 8 to the last 40 or so diehards for the third part. Only the ultra-rich are left now. (That&#8217;s a joke, people, and like all jokes it&#8217;s just a selected portion\u00a0of the truth. Actually you should listen to some people&#8217;s stories about how money for these trips has manifested for them over the years.)\u00a0We hit the small village of St. Jean Pied de Port, and we hit it hard, filling the narrow streets as we always do. They&#8217;re ready for us though, because the village is a major stop on the famous pilgrimage route called the Camino de Santiago de Compostela. More quaint cobblestone streets, more picturesque ruins, more caf\u00e9s, more shops where the savvy pilgrim\u00a0can buy anything she needs for her pilgrimage.<\/p>\n<p>John does a blessing in a church and we say goodbye to Marcos who&#8217;s returning to Spain. Then the day gets really gloomy and rainy, perfect weather for a visit to a concentration camp. The Gurs camp is now a cornfield and forest, with some memorials, reconstructed barracks and remnants of railroad tracks to show what it was like. (I\u00a0have always known that my grandmother was in a concentration camp for a while but wasn&#8217;t sure which one. When I call my dad that evening I find\u00a0out that it was actually Gurs. She was\u00a0the only one of my Jewish family who\u00a0got caught as they were fleeing from Germany through France. My mother, who would have been around 19, and my aunt and uncle, managed to avoid being captured. Luckily the Vichy government was letting some people emigrate at the time, and my grandmother got out just a couple of weeks before everyone in the camp was sent to Auschwitz where they were all killed.) There&#8217;s a solemnity in our\u00a0group, we&#8217;re wet and cold, and John does another light column and short talk, and gets us to sing a bit to clear the air: &#8220;What the World Needs Now.&#8221;<\/p>\n<div style=\"max-width: 640px; height: 400px\" class=\"fshow-wrapper\">\n<iframe src=\"https:\/\/www.msia.org\/newdayherald\/fshow_orbit_568f69558d682?photosetid=72157659023003050&user_id=71628367%40N07&gallery_url=https%3A%2F%2Fwww.flickr.com%2Fphotos%2F71628367%40N07%2Fsets%2F72157659023003050%2F\" style=\"width: 100%; height: 400px\" allowfullscreen=\"true\" webkitallowfullscreen=\"true\" mozallowfullscreen=\"true\" border=\"0\">\n<\/iframe>\n<noscript>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/flic.kr\/s\/aHskkZyWny\" target=\"_blank\">Click to View<\/a><\/noscript>\n<\/div>\n\n<p>I felt\u00a0some sadness at the camp, but back on the bus, warm and dry, I&#8217;m grateful to be a postwar baby. Normally I can&#8217;t stand conditional gratitude. It&#8217;s like conditional love, something for the pagans to run after. I&#8217;m going for the unconditional gratitude. With the conditional gratitude your ego feels all cozy for a little while until you\u00a0forget again, and ultimately it&#8217;s unsatisfying and addictive. It works\u00a0much\u00a0like food\u00a0or sex. It sure is a great way to condition\u00a0people, though. I heard lots of\u00a0holocaust stories as a kid in the well-meaning attempt to teach me,\u00a0but like all kids I was smart, and saw the game for what it was, although like all kids I wasn&#8217;t strong enough to circumvent\u00a0it completely. There&#8217;s still a lingering melancholy\u00a0in me when I talk or write about my family and the holocaust.<\/p>\n<p>Then it&#8217;s another excellent\u00a0Basque dinner at the hotel. I&#8217;m\u00a0grateful to have good\u00a0food instead of chewing grass like my grandmother did\u00a0(&#8220;just to have ze\u00a0feeling of something between ze teeth,&#8221; she once told me in her German accent). I guess I&#8217;m still roped in to history and\u00a0conditioning, but what can you expect when one of your parents is a first generation immigrant from Hu-rope? One of the people in our group, who has what I would say is\u00a0the most American personality of any of us, felt only the beauty of the forest where the concentration camp was, and tells me about it at dinner. That&#8217;s what I aspire to.<\/p>\n<p>For dessert there&#8217;s\u00a0a birthday celebration for Ann Tormo, who, along with her husband Bernard and daughter Gabrielle, has been one of the hardworking assistants on our tour. I&#8217;m grateful for all their work.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>The first full day of Part 3 of the J-R Legacy Tour. 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