{"id":8605,"date":"2013-04-02T13:19:07","date_gmt":"2013-04-02T20:19:07","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.msia.org\/newdayherald\/?p=8605"},"modified":"2013-04-02T13:19:07","modified_gmt":"2013-04-02T20:19:07","slug":"i-had-come-home","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.msia.org\/newdayherald\/archives\/8605-i-had-come-home","title":{"rendered":"I Had Come Home"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>As a Missionary kid raised in Africa, I always was taught that God was loving and forgiving.\u00a0\u00a0 My parents&#8217; devoted service in wanting to free the natives from whatever primitive fear bound them, and free the women from being considered merely a &#8220;jom&#8221; (thing&#8211;like the goats or cows a man owned) inspired me as I grew up. Their willingness to sacrifice being with me all through childhood, where the school was 2 days away thru the jungle;\u00a0 and thru all the\u00a0 formative teen high school years they had to leave me in America, taught me what TRUST in God was. Especially when I had my own children !<\/p>\n<p>After a Christian Women&#8217;s college, I was inspired to go to Princeton Theological Seminary, where my Dad had gone. There I met Bob, who asked me why I&#8217;d come. I said &#8220;I want to study God&#8221;. And I&#8217;ve been doing it, experientially, ever since !\u00a0 We married and embarked on 40 years of ministering to 4 congregations. Through all this time, described in my memoir, &#8220;Mish Kid To Mystic&#8221;, I was increasingly dissatisfied with the depth of my spiritual life. I quietly, and privately, looked into many venues offered in the &#8217;70&#8217;s: Charismatic Movement, Astrology, Bioenergetics, The Feminine Mystique, Transactional Analysis. Mercifully I avoided drugs. I\u00a0 read at a furious pace: psychology, Be Here Now, Eastern mystics, Christian mystics, mystic clairvoyants.\u00a0 I was really &#8220;ripe&#8221; !<\/p>\n<p>So&#8211;no coincidences&#8211;I was hit by\u00a0 car and sought healing.\u00a0 Led to an MSIA practitioner, I was invited to a Seminar, where I met JR, and shortly went to a Retreat.\u00a0 There I had a powerful feeling I hadn&#8217;t experienced before, and asked JR if there were any other professional clergy wives in the Movement that I could talk to.\u00a0 He said &#8220;Nope.\u00a0 You&#8217;re the first&#8221;. Scary.\u00a0 But I was hooked, and took the very next Insight that came East. Blasted by the Spirit, I took the next II, and felt gloriously that I had COME HOME !\u00a0 This was what I had been searching for at Seminary, as a pastor&#8217;s wife, in all my groping questing. 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