In the year after our Lord – nineteen ninety & something
My friend and I decided to go
To London Town to get a glimpse of J-R
We thought, ‘Let’s just get there and see how it goes’
I’d been introduced to MSIA, btw
I’d had a leaflet in the kitchen for several months
I’d more or less decided to give the Discourses a go
But just hadn’t got round to filling in the form or
Getting the stamp (you know how it is …)
We were a bit late and our journey wasn’t well planned
But off to London went me and my friend
Enjoying the buzz of spontaneity
In the old camper van that was filled to the brim
And unaware that the angels had started to sing …
To be honest this is all a bit of a blur, but
When we got there to see J-R arrive
Another friend said, “See what I can do,
Sit tight and if it’s a yes, I’ll get back to you.”
We said, “OK.”
In about an hour or two it had been cleared and we learned
That, not only were we on the tour the next day,
But two seats held our names and were marked as reserved
A place on J-R & John’s coach somehow we’d earned
And I said, “I beg your pardon?” coz I thought I’d misheard.
Anyhow it was true, but first we all needed to sleep
And the old van doubled up as our own B&B
We found a good spot on the Marylebone Road
Quite near the lights I remember, and a large posh hotel.
As night came down I laughed aloud as my friend,
With a bob in her hair and coins in her hand,
Jumped off the van in her big fluffy slippers and
I smoked a fag as she fed the meter.
Actually, my friend was pregnant and didn’t like the smoke
So I blew it all out of an air flap on the roof
We didn’t know then but the police saw it all –
We were under surveillance all night by the Law!
All night I tossed and turned on the floor of that van
And by morning it was clear I hadn’t slept well
But something felt poignant when I heard later that day
We’d been parked the whole night outside J-R’s hotel!
(What with that and being on the police tv
I felt we’d been ‘looked after’ my friend and me).
So, I put on my clothes and I put on a face
And we all met up in the car park,
Hugged and embraced, and
What with one thing and another there we were on the coach
With J-R and John Morton sat up the front.
I was tired and squinting so I put on my shades
But I was happy to be in the flow of the day
And as I settled down and snuggled up a bit in my seat
I looked up and John Morton was headed for me.
He said, “We’ve not seen you before” and
Took hold of my hand, and
The carousel slowed and I was nearing dry land…
And to this very day I do not know why
But as I held hands with this stranger, this good looking guy,
Words came tumbling out from I do not know where.
I blurted out the reason I had changed my name
And information he hadn’t asked for I gave just the same!
Holding his hand, I was touched by that moment
And it’s still very clear,
It was a Blessed, stilled pause in my time
I don’t know what it was that he shared, but
My soul danced in the distance to show me it cared.
So, on the tour we visited the Tower of London & St Paul’s
And we dined on the river and I just loved it all.
In the room with J-R I was totally intrigued as
They massaged and cared for his physical form, and
From the River Thames landscape to the Mystery School,
The reconnection began with God directing us all.
Another door opened and the Traveller beckoned us on
And we jumped back in the van and sped across town
Without knowing how or what or when or why, we were
In a Q&A session with J-R and John, and I
Sat Blessed, receiving and healing as the moments went by.
With the desert behind me.
That weekend, let me tell you,
Angels must have gathered around me and sang.
I breathed in the harmony and
I breathed in the Light
I bathed in the peace of things just feeling right
I listened to a song the Travellers sang
Watched it cleanse, heal and transform wherever it ran
Did I know then that I had found a way home?
Maybe not, but my heart whispered I was no longer alone
I’d gathered so many veils that were hiding the truth
So I didn’t ‘get’ where I was but the Travellers knew…
I’d found that which is lasting and that which is true.
I had come in from the deserts and come in from the seas
And found the Love and Light within you
Sees the Love and Light within me
And I can say to you that
Through the Travellers I’ve found
That Love is alive and
It has lit who I am.
If you ask me to define MSIA in a few words
I would say that
MSIA is about Loving, and well,
God Is Love
What an adventure… light and loving to you, Lily, and thank you for sharing your heart with all of us!