Question: What does it mean to nurture myself so I can serve from my overflow?
Answer: Nurturing yourself is on the order of breathing in, which comes naturally. So taking care of yourself is actually a natural order. Itās not something you have to acquire because itās a foreign or alien concept. Itās natural to care for yourself because itās natural to breathe in and out.
What may interfere with nurturing yourself is the way you process what youāre experiencing. If you process what youāre experiencing negatively, that creates static. Youāll start putting in blocks, restrictions, oppression and suppression. Then you may experience something like shallow breathing. If youāre not getting sufficient oxygen, thereās going to be a disturbance. If youāre breathing in fully, that means youāre taking in your life and embracing your life physically. Taking in your life, breathing it in, means youāre receptive towards life and all of its conditions.
For example, if itās raining and youāre wet, cold and starting to shiver, then first you need to get out of the rain and to some warmth and shelter. You need to move in accordance with the conditions and take care of yourself. As you do that, it puts you into a progressive state. Youāll amplify your movement such that you are increased as you take care of yourself. Then you are better able to serve others.
In the game of Jai Alai, the players use long, basket-type scoops to catch a ball which travels at powerful speeds. They use the same motion to catch the ball as they do to release it forward. With this continuous movement, the ball comes out of the scoop and with even greater intensity. Similarly, if you take the loving energy of God into yourself and move it forward with the same intensity and devotion as it has come to you, it expands. It increases you. You grow. You strengthen. You can then serve naturally from your overflow.
Take your life in such as it is, regardless of the conditions. Take it in and allow the negativity to be transformed so when it comes out of you, itās joy. Itās peace. Itās caring. Thatās taking it in and giving it to God. When you give it to God, God returns it in a form thatās useful. The negativity is removed. What comes back to you is an increase.
Sometimes people judge themselves when they look in the mirror. You may put on a pair of pants and decide you donāt like how the pants look on your body. You could adjust the pants or change the pants, but instead you may judge yourself and say something like, āI should be trimmer. I should look different than I do.ā If you judge yourself negatively, then youāre placing a barrier against yourself. Youāre taking offense at yourself physically.
At those times, itās important to be conscious of your thoughts and feelings. Be aware of your experience and your perceptions. Honor them, and respond with acceptance and compassion for yourself as a divine creation of God. Thatās nurturing yourself.
If someone else is upset with what they see in the mirror, you can choose to see the good and say, āYouāre beautiful!ā They may argue with you, but you can see them as God sees them. You can see them through Godās inspiration. God sees through the lesser state to whatās greater. At times, that asks of you to look beyond what you see in the world even if thatās how you perceive it at first.
If someone says, āIf you knew me, you wouldnāt love me. You wouldnāt care,ā you can see through that. Choose to see through the eyes of God to the greater state of who they are. See what others donāt see. See the goodness in their hearts.
When a person is in self-condemnation and self-judgment, hold for them by loving them. Itās amazing when someone holds the consciousness that says, āI love you no matter what. You can tell me all the facts of your life, and Iām still going to love you because my love is the love of God. Itās not based on anything you did.ā When you hold that loving, thatās powerful medicine, and you need to do that first for yourself. Then you can do that for others.
Nurturing yourself gives you greater abilities and allows you to come into greater alignment with your functionality and purpose. Thereās a purpose for you that is complementary to whatās going on in the world so that you become a contribution. The world is better because youāre here. Thatās your destiny. Everybody has that destiny to make the world better. We are all here to contribute as loving, caring beings.
Be receptive to what God is providing to you. Breathe it in deeply. Then from what you receive, go towards the highest good. Take in that divine inspiration and focus it on whatās serves best.
As you look at nurturing yourself, learn to be more and more receptive. Learn how to suspend yourself from things that grab or block you. To simplify it, stop judging. You can assign that to yourself and say, āMy purpose is no judgment. As soon as I catch myself judging, I let that go. I release that. I move myself into a neutral state. Whatever is going on, itās okay. I accept.ā
Remember that acceptance is different from agreement. You can be in acceptance and not like something. For example, when you put salt in your food, thereās an amount youād like and then thereās a level where it would be too much. Take things in with that relativity in mind, like the saying, āAll things in moderation.ā Be receptive in proper proportion and proper order to whatās best for you.
We must be receptive. We have to take, and we can take in the sacredness of what is provided for us. We can give thanks. We can give praise to God which in turn means we are co-creators. As a co-creator, you are acting in Godās stead. If God was in a body, youād be it. What are you going to do with that? Youāre choosing to serve. Good call!
However, you have to serve in order. First, you have to be receptive, which means being open to the Spirit and taking care and nurturing yourself. That naturally moves into your ability to serve. When you donāt nurture yourself, itās actually doing a disservice. You may claim that youāre doing something in the name of service and caring, but youāre not helping because youāre not caring for yourself first. When you look at Godās inspiration, itās loving towards all of the creation which includes you first of all.
Remember that all things are good. All things are from love. Get to that awareness and bathe in it. You may then feel like, āI donāt know why but Iām feeling all this love for everybody and everything!ā
Donāt question your loving. Just enjoy it. Being human, somethingās going to come along and knock you off temporarily. Somethingās going to test you. In order to test you, it may take you down into the negativity. Then you may discover how dedicated you are to your spirit.
Thatās really where inspiration comes from — a dedication of the Spirit within you. Inspiration relates to breathing in. So breathe in the Spirit and serve from your divine inspiration. Dedicate yourself to seeing the greater good. See it in the Spirit first. Breathe it in. Be receptive. Remember that if you can behold it, it can be made manifest. Youāll then be serving from your overflow.
As you discover and are receptive to your divine inspiration, youāre reborn. You realize who you truly are. You become more and more fully Godās co-creator in this world, nurturing yourself first so you can help serve for the highest good.
I am stunned by this post. It feels true and sounds simple yet requires a totally new perspective. I intend to read again and reflect, reread and go deeper.
With gratitude,
Mary